Life is tough! Well. People who’ve read my other blogs have
heard enough of it. It sucks! You people know that, I’m happy one second and I’m
dying the next. You may call me moody. Of course I am moody. But when life
kicks you in the rear end every time you try to change, it makes you think “what
the hell did you do to deserve this?” But
then some person, no idea who actually, said “Life is what you make of it”. And
to that person I say “where the hell you come up with crap like that?” If life
was actually what you make it, I’ll be sitting in one of the most prestigious
law schools rather than a place where people think “You can’t be a part of
anything.., you aren’t pretty enough! We’ll take the pretty girl with no brains”.
(To all the people who are reading this and getting offended thinking she meant this for us,
YES I do mean you people So STFU!).
Sometimes you give life one chance or may be two more. It does
give you happiness while it fills the world with people full of themselves. As Eminem
says, “I always wished for this, but it's almost turning into more of a
nightmare than a dream.” Same here, this is what I always wanted, to study law,
a place far away from home, freedom from restrictions, a chance to live my life
for me (if I ever could actually do
that) . And what do I get? A whole load of crap, I spend hours studying,
preparing for stuff, my dreams where in this, and you wouldn't have seen any
other person more dedicated to becoming a lawyer than me. (If people talked to me
before I came here and the first few months, they would have known!) And what actually happens..? The
pretty girl gets all the credit.
You live my life and then make your lame comments. And you
know what, with the burden I carry around my neck all day, you wouldn’t last a
second! You would break down and die with the amount of expectations people
will have from you and I promise, you would want to kill yourself when the past
catches up with you So all you freaks who are against my so-called views, there’s
a reason why I vent my anger, and I have all the right to say what I please. You
can live your moment now. But there will be a day, when you will be standing
below me and the only thing I would say to all you haters is, “Look, who’s laughing
now?”
-LIL WAYNE
